Sunday, October 31, 2021

October Reading Report






It turns out that moving seriously cuts into reading time.  Only three books this month.

 

I continued my reading of Ann Cleeves’s Vera novels with The Moth Catcher and The Seagull.  I loved both, but especially the latter one because of what it added to Vera’s character.  I’m sad that I’m out of Vera books now, but at least there are other series to explore.

 

Sarah B. Pomeroy’s book Maria Sibylla Merian (thank you to Maria Toepfer-Foss for the gift!!!) is a biography written for younger people, which means that it is lavishly illustrated.  When the subject is an artist, this is all to the good.  The book could have skirted issues of colonialism, sexism, and slavery, but didn’t, which makes it extra good.  It was informative and useful and really, really lovely.

 

Fall total:  10

Year to date total:  61

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October 2021 Flash Lit 11: Red Skies at Night






Red Skies at Night

 

The sunset, says science,

is a thing of angles and photons,

a trick of optics.

Maybe so, but

the earth spins

and the sky whirls—

facts, just the facts.

That lift in my heart,

that’s between me

and my beloved.

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Thursday, October 28, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 10: Measure Twice






Measure Twice

 

I step on the scale

every morning and

get a number.

How do I measure up?

How close am I

to Barbie?  To 10?

To a BMI that does not

make the doctor wrinkle

her nose and her lab coat?

I write the number down

because I do want

a long laughing life

full of bikes and sunsets,

quilts and books and

trips to the zoo.

 

Then I open my notebook

and measure out my heart

with green ink,

my thoughts in curls

of cursive, rate my health

on a scale from

epic to lyric.

The heart, after all,

has an iambic beat.

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Tuesday, October 26, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 9: An Ounce of Prevention







An Ounce of Prevention

 

We do not operate heavy

machinery after swallowing.

We hold the handrails.

We get the shot and chicken-

flap our arms to reduce soreness.

We wash our hands,

and the vegetables,

and the countertops.

We fasten our seatbelts.

 

It is still going to be

a bumpy ride.

 

No precautions

can prevent

the heartbreaks—

our children crying

with disappointment,

the dream job

going to someone else,

the beloved who

no longer sees us.

 

We will, God willing,

grow old, find

stray chin hairs

and wrinkles.

The stairs will steepen,

the steps slow.

 

But.

 

We will not stop

the wind from combing

the grass,

the confused crow

of the rooster at noon,

the sweet and sudden

pressure of a hug

in the middle of the night.

There is no cure for life. 

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Friday, October 22, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 8: A Penny Saved






A Penny Saved

 

My thoughts are free, like coupons

no one wants to take

from the guy on the corner,

even for dollar slices of pizza.

 

Or priceless—

what can we possibly

trade for laughter, or hope,

or joy?

 

Maybe, on average,

they’re worth the penny—

but a wish in the well,

a gumball,

a satisfying clink

through the piggy bank slot

might be

a penny better spent.

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Thursday, October 21, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 7: An Apple a Day






An Apple A Day

 

Granny Smiths, tart, firm,

shiny in the morning,

come back home bruised

and uneaten,

forgotten in the rush.

So too the question—

what did you learn today?—

answered only

obliquely—

Nothing, plus an eye roll—

until later:

Who is your favorite

Civil War general?

And there is a list,

long and annotated,

with side avenues and

a dose of horror

at war and racism

and evil.

The apple tasted after all.

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Monday, October 18, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 6: A Bad Workman






A Bad Workman

 

It’s the pen’s fault, spilling

the ink willy-nilly.

Or maybe the notebook’s—

too intimidating with all

that white expanse of page.

No, I blame

the alphabet—

how am I supposed to sort

and arrange

a b c d e f g h i j

k l m n o p q r

s t u

v w x

y

z

into meaning, much less

beauty?

Poetry is hard.

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Wednesday, October 13, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 5: Many Hands






Many Hands (For T.)

 

I used to put a hand

on the place you kicked

from the inside—to welcome

you and maybe soothe you,

but the first hands to hold you

were the doctor’s,

the one from the hall, because

you came so suddenly.

I never knew her name.

Then nurses and then, at last,

mine.

Not really last

Between that slippery baby

and the fine young man,

there have been many hands.

Some, raised with urgent

answers, some reaching

to pull you up, some

waggling an admonitory finger,

probably even some fists.

Now it is in your hands—

the future, the work of it—

May they be deft

and defiant

and determined.

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Monday, October 11, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 4: Early to Bed






Early to Bed

 

The day’s eye weighs on the horizon,

red, tired, heavy.

I should be working—

there are dishes and boxes,

words and messes.

The long ache of muscle

and the dull pain of thoughts

pull me instead to bed, but

there is no rest there.

I can’t wrestle the sheet

and win, much less

the hot and tangled dreams.

I rise up in the dark to start again.

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Friday, October 08, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 3: A Stitch in Time








A Stitch in Time

 

Ball of yarn, tightly wound,

slowly unspools

and changes, on the needles, grows

a body, a sleeve, a collar.

The ticking tips stitch—

knit, slip, purl—

lace time into a garment

to warm some winter day. 

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Tuesday, October 05, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 2: A Bird in the Hand






Salt Marsh Field Trip, Circa 1978

 

Bird’s heartbeat,

so light and fast and

warm feathers against

my dirty palms.

The bleak salty mud

suddenly glorious with—

with what?—

life, maybe, or beauty.

Ranger releases the little

bird back to the sky.

The fourth grade gasps

as it vanishes.

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Saturday, October 02, 2021

October 2021 Flash Lit 1: If the shoe fits






Cinderella, Grandmother

 

Now she sits, rocks, rests.

The house is quiet, children

chased the dog out

into the yard or the world

or adulthood.  Gone, anyway.

Sometimes they clatter back

with their own kids trailing

laces and juice box dribbles

and she hugs them tight.

There are stories to read—

mice, magic, moonlight—

Then lashes curl

on sleeping cheeks, one bare foot

flung out from the quilt.

She smooths the sheet.

Memory, cool as glass,

slips around her.

She dances again at midnight.

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Friday, October 01, 2021

September 2021 Reading






September seemed to go really fast.  However, I did manage to read seven books.

Easiest first:  I read one picture book, Pirate Stew by Neil Gaiman, illustrated by Chris Riddell.  The rhyme and meter don’t entirely work in this book, which made it less fun to read out loud (why yes, I did collar my kid and read it to him.  He is used to this treatment.).  However, the plot twist and the truly wonderful pictures of a diverse group of pirates make it worth it.  I would not mind reading it ten thousand times to my kid or future grandkid, which is one of the true tests of a picture book, but I also would not choose it as a gift due to the aforementioned rhyme and meter issues.  Good but not great.

 

My nonfiction reading has been about filling the gaps in my education and raising my consciousness.  It is not always an easy process.  Heather McGhee’s book The Sum of Us is a heartbreaker.  The extent to which white people, in our history, have been willing to cut off our noses to spite our faces to avoid sharing with people of color is appalling.  McGhee discusses the history, but she frames her vision for the future in terms of how all of us, of every color, can prosper more by helping the historically disadvantaged and dismantling our racist systems.  It is, ultimately, a hopeful book.  Definitely worth a read.

 

On the surface, Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer is not that similar.  Kimmerer brings an indigenous perspective to issues of ecology.  However, at the root of the issue is, baldly, white greed.  Not that greed is exclusively white, of course, but our white supremacist capitalist patriarchy has created a culture where we assume that more is better and we have no concept of enough, or of leaving some for others.  Again, the dominant paradigm suggests we cut off our noses to spite our faces with our short term thinking.  The writing in this book is lyrical and beautiful and compelling.  Every once in a while, Kimmerer loses sight of her own privilege as a person with land and a good income, but that is a small quibble against an otherwise eye-opening book.

 

The Beautiful Struggle by Ta-Nehisi Coates was, in fact, a beautiful struggle for me.  It is not a news flash that I am a white woman.  My cultural references are not his cultural references, even though we are roughly the same age.  I had a lot of work to do to parse out his meanings and to try to walk in his shoes.  It was good for me, if not always fun.  His writing is not always to my taste, but I can appreciate its high quality anyway.  I learned things and would recommend the book.

 

In between all that heavy lifting, I read some fiction.  A friend recommended The Most Beautiful Woman in Florence by Alyssa Palombo.  It is historical fiction about Simonetta Vespucci, the model for Botticelli’s Birth of Venus.  I was, obviously, interested because I’m spending a lot of brain time on artist models.  I was disappointed in the book.  Simonetta is characterized as not only drop-dead gorgeous, but also incredibly brilliant and a nice person, too.  Palombo goes to great lengths to set up the plot so that the less than perfect actions Simonetta takes are somewhat excused by other people’s bad behavior.  She could have been a complicated character, but instead she’s just another beautiful and perfect symbol.  Not bad beach reading, but not what I was in the mood for.

 

I continue to read and enjoy Ann Cleeves’s Vera novels, this time polishing off Harbour Street.  I enjoy the complex characters, the deep sense of place, and the lyrical writing.  I look forward to reading more.

 

Finally, I continue my leisurely quest to read all of Ursula Le Guin.  The Other Wind continues the Earthsea novels and raises all kinds of interesting questions about what gives life meaning, what death is, what we pay for our knowledge, all wrapped up in a compelling plot with characters to love and root for.

 

September total:  7

Fall total:  7

2021 to date:  58

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